Bobbie you said I looked Healthy and Happy! Boy are you way off! They have me on so many drugs for my disease now I cant eat without making me sick and my sugars are high so I am not eating sugar! So the weigh comes off needless to say. I am working on being happy. I know thats what Danny would want its just really hard sometimes.. The first thing I thought of was the song Mommy used to sing "You asked me why I'm Happy and I just want to sing, because my sins are gone! " I am happy in the Lord so he gets all the glory for the make over, but I have to say thanks to Janet, Mary Kay gets a portion of that too!
I will share this story. Danny has been on my mind a lot this spring as well as Mommy and Daddy and all this prednisone wreaks havoc on my hormones so the tears come always and easy. I went to Smoot Baptist Church to revival on thursday night. Nyla Lytle was singing, she picks a guitar and sings bluegrass style. I sat with her and asked her what she was sining and she said she didn't know yet. So when she got up to sing she sang her first song then she said God was telling her to sing a different song. She started picking it our trying to find the right key and I just started crying. It was Dannys favorite song his last few months "on the other side" by Daily and Vincent and of course we played it at his funeral. Of course when I testified and told this Nyla just said I had no way of knowing, but God did and it felt really good to cry with friends and God. The only reason I went to church was because Jacob went fishing and I didn't want to sit at home by myself. You guys continue to pray for my health and happiness. It is coming along. I find reasons to praise God everyday. I have had 2 really fun days with Rita and hopefully I will get a job out of it. Already got some good thrift store finds! Yea!!!!
Love you guys,
My next step is to see yet another specialist. My numbers are in the lupus family:(
Trish
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