Fear Not!

“Are You Afraid of the Dark?”  How many of you watched that?  I have to admit I did; even encouraged my kids.   actually I wanted to watch it but since it was a kids show on Nickelodeon I encouraged them to watch it with me.  Scary movies?  How many times have you seen “The Shining?”  And even though you know what’s going to happen, you jump out of your seat when it does?  Is it the adrenaline rush?  Or is it we know we are safe so it is ok?  I tend to go with the 2nd choice.  When we sit down to watch that movie or TV show or read that scary book we make sure our environment is safe.  Nothing is going to get us while we let our mind go down that scary path.

But how many of you are afraid of life?  Fear is a terrible thing.  It can cripple us if we let it.  My fears are many and I am constantly at battle with them.

Psalm 34:4 (NIV)

⁴ I sought the Lord, and he answered me;
he delivered me from all my fears.

How easy it is to recite a scripture and know that’s what needs to be done; But how hard it is to do that.  My fears!  Wow it’s a long list.  And not only one list but two or three.  I have a list for home.  I am afraid of not being the best mom.  I am afraid of my house, my health, my bills, my job.  Do I do it accurately, am I competent?  Am I what they need when they need it?  Fear of failure at anything and everything.  My biggest fear though is not doing enough; enough for Christ. It’s so easy to get impassioned about something, to go at it full force, but then the excitement wears off, people get busy and you are left-alone.  But the need is still there.  God is still there, so where does that leave you, besides alone in the presence of the Lord.  Which is not a bad place to be, but when you are there and you feel inadequate and unworthy it is quite different than just going there to find rest.  There again is that word, fear! 

Hebrews 4:16 (NIV)

¹⁶ Let us then approach God’s throne of grace with confidence, so that we may receive mercy and find grace to help us in our time of need

Yes, we need to go to Him and take Him all our fears all our weaknesses, which are many!  We all have them.  Even the little child knows that when they learn Jesus Loves Me, they are weak but He is strong.  Yes Jesus Loves Me!

Psalm 18^(NIV)

¹ I love you, Lord, my strength.

² The Lord is my rock, my fortress and my deliverer;
my God is my rock, in whom I take refuge,
my shield and the horn of my salvation, my stronghold.

I go to the Rock when I am afraid.  Fear does grip me and doesn’t like to leave me alone.  It comes when I am tired, when my mind is overwhelmed, when I try to think, when I am alone…The same time the devil likes to work.  They are one in the same.  We have to stand strong, not back down.  When fear gets in our face we have to grab Jesus, because He goes with us, and tell fear to leave us alone!

2 Timothy 1:7 (KJV)

⁷ For God hath not given us the spirit of fear; but of power, and of love, and of a sound mind

We have nothing to be afraid of.  I know, I have to keep saying that so I believe it!  As long as we have Christ on our side, we have already won the battle.

Philippians 4:13 (KJV)

¹³ I can do all things through Christ which strengtheneth me

Armor All

“Armor All”

With the subzero temperatures and all of my car troubles of late, I have had a vision of a hot summer day, washing my car and then covering the inside with Armor All.  You know how we all like to put that protectant on our dash so when the sun comes through it doesn’t crack it.  There is not much you can put on for the winter temps.  We suit our vehicle up with snow tires and all that wintery stuff.  We make sure we are ready for whatever comes our way. 

Sunday our sermon was all about suiting up for Christ, Putting on the full armor every morning so we can be prepared for the devil and his many attacks on us.  I for one need all the help I can get.

Ephesians 6:10-11 (KJV)

¹⁰ Finally, my brethren, be strong in the Lord, and in the power of his might.

¹¹ Put on the whole armour of God, that ye may be able to stand against the wiles of the devil

The devil has been after me and I hate to admit it but yes, he has caught me!  He is very sneaky and I hope you guys are smarter than me.  I let my guard down.  I think well God talks to me so surely He will tell me when I am under attack.  But the funny thing about that is, I don’t always listen.  I know, I know!  I kick myself all the time!  I ask God questions, specific questions, and then I get too busy to even listen for the answers.  Time passes and I think, huh, did God ignore me!?  Then I think about it and realize I am the one doing the ignoring.  Since I have started my new job I have ignored a lot of people, a lot of things!  To you my friends, I apologize.   But I don’t know how to manage my time.  Just come to my house and you will see.  And since winter time has come my prayer life has suffered.  Oh I still pray, but I didn’t realize until recently that a lot of my walk was listening for His voice not just me talking to Him. So I know what I need to do, I know what I need to fix, but how do I do it?

“Your walk with God does not depend on people, places, things or events.”  Dr. Henry Brandt

I don’t think I can just pick up where I left off.  I have to start building that relationship back up.  Just like the other relationships I have ignored.  There aren’t any that I can think of that I could say; well I was busy for a while so you had to just sit here in a corner while I figured things out.  God didn’t wire us that way.  He is the only one we can abuse and go to every time with lame excuses and He accepts us.  When we get busy that’s when the devil slips in places that we aren’t’ fully armored up.  Even soldiers on the battle front have their weak spots.  There are tiny little spots that aren’t covered.  I try to hide the scripture in my heart so I am ready.  But sometimes I talk myself out of it.  Our fight against the devil is one of spiritual warfare.  Not of flesh and blood, but of good against evil.  In our society today we have begun to accept so much of the evil as normal that our standards are in jeopardy.  The devil really has an easy job.  Because not only are we not suited up against him, but we almost invite him in.  It’s not little cracks for him but big holes.  We let big gaps of our life fill up with immorality and that just paves the way.

Ephesians 6:12-17 (KJV)

¹² For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places.

¹³ Wherefore take unto you the whole armour of God, that ye may be able to withstand in the evil day, and having done all, to stand.

¹⁴ Stand therefore, having your loins girt about with truth, and having on the breastplate of righteousness;

¹⁵ And your feet shod with the preparation of the gospel of peace;

¹⁶ Above all, taking the shield of faith, wherewith ye shall be able to quench all the fiery darts of the wicked.

¹⁷ And take the helmet of salvation, and the sword of the Spirit, which is the word of God:

It’s time we “Armor All” ourselves as well as our dash.  We are the steering wheel of our life, let’s shine it up!

 

 

For Nancy

For Nancy,

I am reminded today at just how precious life is.  How fragile and short.  God gives us a short time here on earth to touch the lives of a few or for some~many. We get to know them, learn to love them and then we have to let them go.   After all they are not ours to keep.  The Father loans them to us.  To love and cherish, just for a short time.  But we are not promises tomorrow.  Just today.  Right here, right now. 

^{James 4: 13-14 (NIV)}

¹³ Now listen, you who say, “Today or tomorrow we will go to this or that city, spend a year there, carry on business and make money.” ¹⁴ Why, you do not even know what will happen tomorrow. What is your life? You are a mist that appears for a little while and then vanishes.

And that is why we have to make the most of the time we have.

Proverbs 17:17a (NIV)

¹⁷ A friend loves at all times

That was Nancy.  No matter where or when I saw her she had a hug and a kiss for me. When I was in high school I had the privilege of babysitting her girls, if that’s what you call it when they are only a couple years younger than me!  It was more like a pajama party every night.  Then of course as life does, it got busy.  My family grew, theirs did too.  But whenever I would see her, even if months or years had passed, she always had a smile, hug and a kiss. How are the folks?  How are the kids?  Always catching up!  The last few weeks after I found out about her illness, I had the chance on several occasions to visit and we hashed out chemotherapy stories.  She always had fond and loving words for her girls and grandkids and of course Buck!  The last time I saw her she hugged me and kissed my forehead and told me how much she loved me and thanked me for taking care of her girls all those years ago.  Called me her angel!  That makes me laugh through the tears because by now she is sitting beside Danny and I know he is telling her the truth that, Hey I am many things, but angel I am not! 

My prayer for you dear family, her girls, Sherry and Margaret, know you were loved by her.  Even when you weren’t there you were always in the conversation.  Take comfort in knowing she loved the Lord and I have no doubt is in Heaven singing with the angels in her now body, feeling no pain.  And in the days ahead when you are lonely or missing your mom, please reach out to your friends and family.  There will be many days and nights that you wonder how do you go on and what do you do?  Call upon Jesus during those times.  He will hold you in the palm of his hand.

 

Isaiah 41:10 (NIV)

¹⁰ So do not fear, for I am with you;
do not be dismayed, for I am your God.
I will strengthen you and help you;
I will uphold you with my righteous right hand

I learned tonight of her love of angels.  I am sure she was surrounded by them in the hours before she was called home.  She was not alone, Jesus was there calling her home.  Ever so gently he was calling her to Him.  And she didn’t hesitate, she said, “Lord, I am ready to go home!”  And that is where she is resting right now!  In the arms of Jesus.  Take comfort and draw strength from that!  You will see her one day…on Heavens bright shore. 

^{Isaiah 40:31}

³¹ but those who hope in the Lord
will renew their strength.
They will soar on wings like eagles;
they will run and not grow weary,
they will walk and not be faint.

My Beloved (Kari Jobe)

You're My Beloved
You're My Bride
To sing over you is My delight
Come away with Me My love

You're Beautiful to Me
So beautiful to Me

Under My mercy
Come and wait
Till we are standing face to face
I see no stain on you
My child

You're Beautiful to Me
So Beautiful to Me

I sing over you My song of peace
Cast all your care down at My feet
Come and find your rest in Me

I'll breathe My life inside of you
I'll bear you up on eagle's wings
And hide you in the shadow of My strength
I'll take you to My quiet waters
I'll restore your soul
Come rest in Me and be made whole

You're My beloved
You're My Bride
To sing over you is my delight
Come away with me my love

Nancy Helmick died yesterday. Bucks wife. Lung cancer.  Wake Friday night funeral Saturday. 

Danny's heart beat❤