Friday, October 18, 2013

Cloudy with a HOPE of SHINY


As I drove to work Wednesday morning the sky was filled with such splendor I know I won’t be able to describe it.  I started to stop and take a picture but I knew it wouldn’t do it justice.  The colors were so poignant.  The pinks were scattered across the sky as if God had taken a brush and wiped it dry.  The blues in the background were a perfect blend of the colors in the ocean.  The clouds rolled back like ocean waves.  Every now and then I felt I caught a glimpse into Heaven’s gate.  Every morning I pass a sign on my way to work on Route 60 by a church that says Keep Your Eye on the Eastern Sky.  I have passed it dozens of times but not until that day did I actually think about it in reference to the sky I was looking at.  As I was driving, the sky was only that beautiful directly ahead of me- which was east.  When I turned off to go to work I was headed south and man was it dreary and rainy looking.  The northern sky was pretty. The clouds were fluffy and colorful but not the brilliant hues of that Eastern sky.  I asked God to give me words to be able to describe it.  Well when I got to work I sat down with a pen because I just knew He was going to give me words!  That verse about anticipation came to mind:

Galatians 5:5

For through the Spirit, by faith, we ourselves eagerly wait for the hope of righteousness.

I was eager!  But nothing happened.  I kept thinking about the sky and how beautiful it was but like with everything, it began to fade throughout the day.  The colors in my mind weren’t as bright as when I saw them.  So I thought, well I am going to scrap this note. That sky will just be etched in my mind.

 Last night I went to church to hear Dean Braxton tell his account and his testimony of dying, going to heaven, and then coming back.  And I admit, I was going for purely selfish reasons.  I was half afraid to hear what he was going to say.  I wanted to know what Danny was feelling and seeing at the instand he died.  I wasn’t disappointed!  As he described it, in the blink of an eye he went from his earthly body to his Heavenly body and he was with Christ.  Looked upon His face and felt all the love of God.  The one word that stuck with me throughout his account was shiny.  He described Jesus as shiny! His grandmother as shiny!  And that “shininess” was the love of Christ shining through them.  I was filled with such peace after being there knowing what I already knew- that “the love of God is greater far then any pen or tongue can tell” That love reached down and took Danny home.  And not only Danny, but my mom and dad, my brother and sister, many aunts, uncles, church family; just as that same love has taken many of your loved ones home as well.  To know the place he is in now is filled with such love that shines so bright it even reaches down to Earth that the Heavens are so beautiful that we can’t even describe them- gives me peace!  That same peace that is described in Philippians 4:7.

Philippians 4:7

And the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.

So when I think of describing how the heavens looked on Wednesday morning, all I can say is they were filled with the love of Jesus.  And that is indescribable, immeasurable and SHINY!

Thank you Dean Braxton for helping me describe the Heavens that I see from my earthly point of view with your Heavenly point of view.  You are doing just what Jesus told you to do, even though it took you three times to get it!  I will take my blessing from your re-run any day!

God Bless You!

Peace I leave with you; my peace I give to you. Not as the world gives do I give to you. Let not your hearts be troubled, neither let them be afraid. (John 14:27 ESV)

Wednesday, October 16, 2013

Peace

 
Philippians 4:7
The Peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and minds through Christ Jesus.   
Peace, Peace, Sweet Peace….That’s a five letter word that reaches down to the depth of my soul.  There was a time I couldn’t even say that word much less feel it or have it in my soul.  But God being so gracious and merciful has provided me with that peace that passes all understanding…and for that I just have to give Him all the glory and praise.
Psalm 68:4
Sing to God, sing praises to His name. Extol Him who rides on the clouds, by His name Yah, and rejoice before Him!
That peace didn’t come without a price though.  I have always heard about “peace” and thought I had it, but not until I was in my deepest darkest place did I realize I had no real knowledge of the peace of God.
Psalm 25:4-7
Show me your ways O Lord, teach me your paths.  Lead me in your truth and teach me, for you are the God of my salvation.  On you I wait all the day. Remember, O Lord, your tender mercies and your loving kindnesses, for they are from of old.  Do not remember the sins of my youth, nor my transgressions; according to your mercy remember me. For your goodness sake, O Lord
The paths you set before me were like a road map for me to find my way out of the darkness.  The road I traveled was not pleasant but it was so necessary for me to grow.  Sometimes when I think of where I was and where I am…..I am amazed!  Only God can do that! We- alone- can do nothing!
II Corinthians 12:9
And He said to me “my grace is sufficient for you, for my strength is made perfect in weakness.  Therefore most gladly I will rather boast in my infirmities, that the power of Christ may rest upon me”
I was the weakest I have ever been during Danny’s illness, because I could no nothing.  Absolutely nothing.  So I prayed and I asked for strength and peace.  And as He was making me strong, He gave me a peace that I have never known.
Ephesians 4:23 and 25
And be renewed in the spirit of your mind, and that you put on the new man which was created according to God, in true righteousness and holiness.
As I prayed to Him for the big things I also prayed for the small things.  I was at a point I couldn’t even decide what was for supper. As I began to relinquish all things to Him I began to feel peace.  It was a calmness that almost resembles indifference.  Things that I used to worry about before, I just don’t any more.  I know God has it under control and no matter how much I fret and worry-it doesn’t change anything.  So I hope I don’t come across as indifferent or apathetic, because I do care.  I just don’t worry about it.  That kind of PEACE can only come from God. 
Tonight we started an open prayer service at my church- nothing but prayer.  Your time, your prayer- Just you and God.  What a glorious time it was.  I have no idea how many were there because I was first there and last to leave, but Jesus was there and He prayed with me so I count that a success.  I have been very burdened for a prayer time because I don’t think we pray enough.  On Sunday our prayers are just so structured and we are always worried about time!  Tonight when I knelt I didn’t worry about anything.  Just me and Jesus working things out, and what I couldn’t work out I left for Him to do!
II Timothy 1:7
For God has not given us a spirit of fear, but of power and love and of sound mind.
As I knelt to pray for so many people who are affected by illnesses, heartaches, depression, hurting marriages; I could feel Jesus in that room with me!
Psalm 46:10
Be still and know that I am God.
All I had to do was to be still and listen…and He was there.  He took all of my burdens and filled me with that wonderful peace.
Romans 15:13
Now may the God of hope fill you with all joy and peace in believing, that you may abound in hope by the power of the Holy Spirit.
 
Isaiah 26:3
3 You will keep him in perfect peace, Whose mind is stayed on You, Because he trusts in You

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Monday, October 14, 2013

I could not choose a favorite, so I'll just have to go with the close up of Marleigh.  It is precious!

Sunday, October 13, 2013

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Happy Birthday Ruth!!

I LOVE the pictures!!