Friday, July 18, 2014
Wednesday, July 16, 2014
Emily
Emily just called. She got her step scores back for med school. Passing is 180. Average is 240 exceptional is 260. She scored 289! She said she could get into any field she wanted probably with that score! Woohoo!
Tuesday, July 8, 2014
Sunday, July 6, 2014
Saturday, July 5, 2014
Tuesday, July 1, 2014
Reunited
After 48 ½ years on this earth I know to look both ways when
crossing the road. I know you shouldn’t
stick things in electrical outlets. I
know better than to argue with a small child, because I’m not going to
win. Sorry to say I have learned these
things by trial and error. No…I haven’t been
run over because I didn’t look both ways, but almost! As I was driving on my way to work I reminisced
about life. If things were different,
what would I be doing today? I would be
boarding a cruise to Alaska! We made plans,
Danny and I did for our 30th wedding anniversary. June 30th 1984 we said I do and
through many ups and downs we celebrated 28 years together. I still celebrate the years God gave us and I
am sure I always will. Even as I move on
with my life the important dates still come and go. Birthdays, anniversaries, new jobs, kids
birthdays, and then later cancer diagnosis, surgery dates, chemo, radiation,
the day hospice was called in and the day he died; All dates no one should have to go
through. But we do. Seems like we go through everything, life,
death, grief…we can’t skip any part of it, we actually have to go through to
get through. And we do…we get through it. But just like the little things we learn in
life about crossing the road, the things that keep us safe, we also learn other
things in life and death. The most
important thing I have learned with the time God has given me is to trust
him. It isn’t easy, but it’s worth it! The other thing I have learned is to learn to
love and cherish the ones God has given us!
We aren’t perfect, none of us are. We all have our faults and our little habits
that probably drive the one we love and the one that loves us most crazy! But we accept it and dig a little deeper. That one that God has given you is special in
so many ways. I think of my mom and dad
who shared 70 years together and I think of how many ups and downs they must’ve
faced. When they married in 1940 and
when they passed in 2010 they weren’t the same two people. Life happened. 12 kids happened. They struggled through job loss, death of
parents, death of children; no one stays the same after that! Thank God Danny and I didn’t experience the
death of a child, but we mourned my parents and I thank God that he was there
for me during that time. The fact of
life is that when we change in our marriage whether it be illness, grief…whatever
it is…you change to help your spouse, that’s what we do. We adapt.
Sometimes that means we have to do things we might not ordinarily do but
because we love…we do!
1 John 3:18 (NIV)
Dear children, let us
not love with words or speech but with actions and in truth.
We forgive when we think we can’t or shouldn’t…because
Christ forgave us and does every day. We
mess up, we ask forgiveness and He gives it!
Daily!
I wish in life that you could see what I see. That little disagreements, even big
disagreements, they don’t matter. If you
are willing to forgive, love will find a way.
Love will take you over! If you
can remember why you fell in love you can find a way past the hurdles and road
blocks. They are all just trials that
make your relationships stronger. After
10 years, 20 years, 30 years, 50 years, and 70 years you look back on the hard
times, those times that maybe you didn’t like your spouse very much but deep
down you did love them and eventually you find each other again but you have to
persevere!
The greatest thing God gave us is each other. Respect it.
Love it. Forgive it and love it
some more! Because, trust me, after they
are no longer here you look back and say, “I could have loved a little
more! I could have tolerated a little
more! I could have given in just that
one time.” When the family is broken apart
the devil wins. I thank God for my 28
years that I was blessed with my complete family. I will continue to thank God for my family, it’s
just we are at different addresses. He
is in Heaven; we are Dawson, Charleston, Athens and who knows where else by the
time we leave this earth. But one thing
is for sure, we will be reunited…it may take a while but we will be reunited. For those of you still in one location here
on this planet my prayer is for you to find-or refind- your spouse. Don’t wait until you get to Heaven!
1 John 4:19 (NIV)
We Love because He
first loved us
Monday, June 30, 2014
Sunday, June 29, 2014
Friday, June 27, 2014
Monday, June 23, 2014
Saturday, June 21, 2014
Seeds
As I write these words I can hardly comprehend the time that
has passed. This is 2014 and Daddy
passed March 2010. It has been 4
years! Wow! I can still see him gathering flower seeds,
riding the lawn mower, roaming the hills with the weed eater, collecting apples
from the trees…all those things that made daddy! As I maintain my own yard now I am reminded
every time I pull a weed of the love and care Daddy took in his yard. The flowers that are blooming in my yard have
practically all been strategically placed by him at one time or another. Anytime he came over he would pack his
pockets full of seeds and I would see him roaming my yard spreading the posies
around. I usually would not see the
evidence till weeks later when they began to sprout up.
This week on my lunch break as I walked all over town I
stopped to admire and of course take pictures of some beautiful flowers along
Main Street. I noticed as I looked at
these freshly planted flowers that there among the blooms were a few vegetables
thrown in. A tomato plant and a cucumber
vine hidden and growing beautifully and there at the end of the row, a pear
tree among a bunch of crab apples. I
thought the town of Rainelle had really come up with an excellent idea! Pretty and plentiful! That was Monday. Wednesday I was in Lewisburg and as I go into
Wal-Mart there is Lonnie with a buggy of flowers. Now that is unusual for me to see so I had to
look twice! But yes, it was my brother
with a cart full of pretty posies. So we
talk for a bit about the different kinds of flowers daddy used to have, about
perennials, about annuals and collecting seeds. I tell him about my walk and how the flowers
looked so pretty in Rainelle. Well
wasn’t I surprised to learn that the town of Rainelle didn’t plant those
flowers…Lonnie did. And he added those
wonderful veggies. He plans on planting
a strawberry or 2 also. I thought how
much like Daddy he was; sowing seeds of flowers! Daddy would’ve approved; encouraged it and
probably given him a few of his own to sow!
Proverbs
22:6 (KJV)
6 Train up a child in the way he should go: and when he is
old, he will not depart from it
I think not
only of the seeds daddy sowed down through the years but the seeds that Mommy
sowed. Some have already sprouted, grown
and made more seeds. Some are laying
there waiting….I believe they have taken root, they just aren’t all flowery and
blooming yet. They are getting their
nutrition, water and lots of sunshine!
We just don’t see the bloom yet. Daddy’s
legacy of love of outdoors, hard work ethic, and love of family has produced
many seeds, some we see, and some we don’t.
But the roots run deep, just like with the seeds mommy has sown. Her goal in life was to see all of her
children in Heaven with her one day. She
planted those seeds. And just like daddy
would bring seeds to my house in his pocket and spread them without my
knowledge, Mommy was doing the same with us kids as we grew up. The many times I would see her sitting in her
rocking chair with her bible? Seeds
planted. The many times I saw her in
conversation with Jesus? Seeds. Being kind no matter what? Seeds.
Praying with me? Seeds. I have seen many of these seeds bloom…and as
I watch my children and the other grand children I see more seeds that she
planted take root and they are blooming and I know that in Heaven Mommy and
Daddy are thinking about their garden here on earth. They are still watching out for us. And every now and then I can hear daddy say,
pull that weed! Don’t let it grow
because before you know it, it will take over the whole garden! That’s those little annoying things in our
life. They all start out as little pesky
weeds but if we don’t go ahead and take care of them- BAM!- they consume out
whole life. Daddy was the best when it
came to killing out weeds. He would use
a dust and a spray and then he would always try a home remedy! I can’t help but think he would’ve been a fan
of Pinterest! But the main thing was…get
rid of the weed. Don’t nurture it, don’t
give it the time of day…get rid of it so the good seeds can grow; become
rooted; and bloom!
I didn’t
have the pleasure of being with my dad this Fathers Day but I did have the
opportunity to enjoy the garden he started.
I got to see the seeds bloom that he planted. I even got to pull a few weeds in his garden. And just remember just because you don’t see
bloom right away doesn’t mean the seeds you sow aren’t taking root and
growing. All things in Gods time…Even
seeds. So while you wait for the bloom…pull
a few weeds.
Matthew 13:8 (NIV)
8
Still other seed fell on good soil, where it produced a crop—a hundred,
sixty or thirty times what was sown
Tuesday, June 17, 2014
Just wanted to say "Thank You" to everyone for such a birthday celebration you gave me and Vesta when I was home on May 31. It was a surprise to both of us and I considered it very special. Was wonderful to see everyone. Daniel and Alice, sorry that you were not able to be with us. Thank you Rita and Blain for the wonderful hospitaliy. Blain you are in my prayers daily for those pains in your arm and shoulder. Rita thank you for taking me to visit your church and for being my ride to the airport. Thanks for showing me 'your prayer room' in the woods. It is awesome. Lonnie and Marsha, the visit to your house provided me the first opportunity I have experienced since high school graduation to see three of the students with which I graduated nearly 45 years ago. One of them told me the school was planning to have the 45th graduation get together later this fall. Doubt I will be able to make it but it would be nice. They would all be shocked I bet if I showed up in my Dress Blue uniform! Ruth and Dan, thanks for picking me up in Charleston. Vesta, it was a great thrill to celebrate with you on your birthday, a special day you shared with my Mom, and your Great Grandma! Trish and Jacob, want to thank you for letting me help out in your garage. I really enjoyed doing that, more than you can know. Steve, that bench you created out of the cherry log is a work of art. Shows me just how much of Daddy you have, he was never one to throw away anything and could find unique uses for things to which other people would then exclaim, "Will, I declare!" Course they were just sorry they didn't think of it first. That bench will get lots of use. The door to your bathroom is a classic example, a tribute to you Teresa. Michelle, Joe, and the girls just moved out of their house in Germany and into a Hotel in preparation for their departure from Europe. We hope to soon have them where we can actually visit with them on occasion. It will indeed be a treat.
Love you all.
Wednesday, June 11, 2014
Happy Happy Happy
If you’re happy and you know it clap your hands! How many times have you sung that song? Clapped your hands, stomped your feet and
that was enough to know you were happy. How about this one? I’ve got that joy joy joy joy down in my heart-WHERE?
Down in my heart! Where? Down in my
heart! Once again; we sing it, the Bible
says it so it must be so!
Psalm
32:1-2 (NLV)
Joy
of Being Forgiven
32 How happy he is whose wrong-doing is forgiven, and whose
sin is covered! 2 How happy is the man whose sin the Lord does not
hold against him, and in whose spirit there is nothing false.
What is happiness? What do you consider “Happy”? Is it a good job with enough money at the end
of the month to pay the bills with a little left over? Is it having your family all together? Maybe happiness to you is your
grandchildren? To some it may be “stuff”. And that’s OK! To those who think “stuff” will make them
happy, you will figure it out eventually.
But in order to figure it out, you will probably have to go through
something. Something that will devastate
you and you will try to cling to that stuff…that’s when you will figure it
out. Happiness…I am having a hard time
with that one. No matter how hard I clap
my hands and stomp my feet…I am not happy.
I am trying to find someone to blame…can’t find that either. I miss my husband and friend. I can’t blame him, I have tried. So how do we become happy? What’s the recipe? Because I really need it. Sadness I think comes from the devil. I am sure of it, but how do I overcome
it. Depression is not of God, I don’t
know how to overcome that either!
Philippians 2:15 (KJV)
15 That ye may be blameless and harmless, the sons of God, without rebuke, in the midst of a crooked and perverse nation, among whom ye shine as lights in the world;
I feel like my light has burnt out. I feel like I don’t know how to shine any more, not that I was very shiny anyway, but my sadness is beginning to creep into my everyday life. I pray…boy have I prayed. I pray for solutions, I pray for the darkness that has invaded my soul to leave just as the clouds roll in the sky. That’s how it feels. I feel like one day I was happy and a dark cloud rolled over and it started to rain on my life. The rain and dark cloud won’t leave me. So here I sit. But I have noticed as I sit under my rainy dark cloud, I am not alone. I am alone under my own cloud, but there are others out there sitting under their own cloud.
Proverbs 27:17 (KJV)
17 Iron sharpeneth iron; so a man sharpeneth the countenance of his friend.
If we are all sitting under our own cloud, we aren’t getting very sharp now are we?! The trouble with being sad is no one wants it. They avoid it like the common cold. And if they ask how you are, as soon as you start to tell them, they avoid it or leave as quick as they can. So it’s easier for all concerned just to keep it all locked up and out of the way. That works for a while. Until it starts eating at you and then you get to where you can’t hide it and there ya are!
Luke 10:27 (KJV)
27 And he answering said, Thou shalt love the Lord thy God with all thy heart, and with all thy soul, and with all thy strength, and with all thy mind; and thy neighbour as thyself.
I think if we do this, there won’t be room for sadness, no room for depression, anxiety…no room for anything but Jesus! Is this easy? NO! I haven’t been able to do it. I am trying but I need that help that comes from above.
The Great Commission. He gave us a mission with clear marching orders. Go make disciples…go help others…If we get it figured out enough to pass on to others then that’s our mission.
Matthew 28:18-20 (KJV)
18 And Jesus came and spake unto them, saying, All power is given unto me in heaven and in earth.
19 Go ye therefore, and teach all nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father, and of the Son, and of the Holy Ghost:
20 Teaching them to observe all things whatsoever I have commanded you: and, lo, I am with you always, even unto the end of the world. Amen.
As I walked Sunday I tried to figure out my life. Why things happen the way they do. I wondered why I was depressed. Are Christians supposed to be depressed? It isn’t from God. Well I am here to tell you I am depressed and Jesus lives right there in my heart. But that old devil tries to squeeze in there every chance he gets. And it’s very often with me! I have so many faults the devil just takes one look at me and says “happy, happy, happy!”
Lifes struggles and trials aren’t meant for us alone. If we are doing our part in the grand scheme of things we are looking out for others. God will send us someone with an encouraging word to lighten our load. Sometimes He offers guidance, sometimes just a message to hang in there! That was my case. I got that word I needed from a friend. So Monday as I worked I tried to not focus on my problems, not focus on ME! My day was so much better. I found myself reciting bible verses that I had learned years before. Ones I thought I had forgot but they were still there.
Philippians 2:16a (NLT)
16 Hold firmly to the word of life;
On a normal day I leave work at 6:15p but today we were finished. No patients so I left at 6pm. I got a phone call from a friend I haven’t talked to in almost a year. She was having problems with…guess what? Depression! We talked and prayed. I know God has a reason for us to go through the things we do. In all my instances I have encountered someone going through the same things I have went through. And in each of those encounters I have been able to tell them how God saw me through. Each and every time. He stood beside me, wrapped me up and sometimes He even said hold on tight cause it’s gonna be a bumpy ride! But He has never let me fall to the point I couldn’t get up!
Psalm 119:16 (GW)
16 Your
laws make me happy.
I never forget your word
I never forget your word
Today is Wednesday. It has taken me a few days to figure things out and I am still trying to figure things out. But just like that song says, if you’re happy and you know it clap your hands, it isn’t always that easy. We know we have much to be happy about but some days it’s just hard to be happy! So instead of happiness I am working on the JOY JOY JOY JOY down in my heart! Because if I have that joy, the happiness will come! The joy will see me through my sad days. It will see me through the days when I have nothing but tears. Joy will be there when I don’t have words to pray. That joy is Jesus. That’s where my happiness will come from.
As I finished praying with my friend and we were ready to end our conversation she said these words, “Keep shining your light Trish, keep shining your light!” I didn’t tell her how I felt about my own light being dim! But those are the exact words I needed to hear! God knew that! He sent my friend at exactly that moment to encourage me. To tell me to hang in there!
Psalm 119:35 (NLT)
35 Make
me walk along the path of your commands,
for that is where my happiness is found.
for that is where my happiness is found.
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